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Welcome everyone here ! Please leave a tag before you leave(: Do respect my blog as I'll respect your's . MY BLOG , MY RIGHT , MY SPACE Registered with the name , Tiv Nguon Koun . Born into a Cambodian family . Came into the mighty world on 02/11/1991 Blown 153 candles , waiting to blow 18 more candles . I like what I liked & I love what I loved . Simplicity is me , like no others . Currently killing brain cells at Mt.Sac . A school in USA. (L)

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March 2011
title: Finally school started!!!!!!!!
date: Saturday, March 5, 2011
time:2:59 PM
This is my first week of school. To me the studies is still alright but i guess it gonna be very stressful soon. As one of the class i took, it is an 8 weeks class so it is gonna be very rush. Hopefully i will be fine. I took Japanese class too. It has been pretty interesting, however the japanese words got me confused. I finding myself saying japanese words pretty cool. Im gonna keep it up although it is a very basic japanese. I love my english class too. The teacher and students are funny and i did enjoy the lesson though. One more thing about classes here is that there isnt anyone show off how good they are at certain things. They are all adult and respect each other. No one in my classes behave childishly and there is no drama too. Thanks god for that.Seems like i really have a very good impression of my first week of school. There is thing that i hate about school is that i have to walk distances from one class to another. It made me miss my Singapore school though, it way smaller than the school here. Oh well, im pig so yeah im lazy. hehehe. I guess it is enough about school. Will see how as time goes by. Recently, I moved to a new house and i love it although it seems pretty quiet and faraway from cousins. I love my room and my closet too. I have to cook myself dinner sometimes and for my brothers too. After cooking i then realized that my cooking skill kind of suck. Im still learning and improving it though. America life really got me to learn alot of thing. Such as learn to cook learn to adapt learn to be independent learn to make new friends and learn to be strong too. Lately, my mood isnt that good or can say bad mood. I just feeling very sad and feel that i have been cheated by someone. Someone that mean alot to me. However, thing had already over nothing much to talk about. Truthfully, i seriously find myself very dumb very stupid and very naive to actually believed in those words. Therefore, i learnt that i will never trust anyone again. I rather keep thing to myself. At the end of the day no one actually care, they just say and do whatever they feel comfortable with. Alright, i wish i can stop thinking and feeling sad but i cant help it to feel that way sometimes. Till here, i got to go and promise i'll keep updating.

PS- you feeling depress and pity me? seriously? DOnt wonder why i dont talk to you cuz inside i feel hurt a little and i dont have the courage to talk to you yet. Give me some times.


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title: LA
date: Saturday, January 29, 2011
time:5:11 PM
Hey i know it has been quite awhile since i last updated this blog. I have been busy with new life here in LA. The weather here is cold and my fingers are annoying. It's so abnormal, it became so freaking cold every time i stepped out of the house. I wanted to wear something to keep my hand warm but i just find its too embarrassing as none of the people here is wearing it. Some of them even go out without a jacket. I was wondering arent cold at all? Because im freezing! However, i think i will be fine after awhile. It just my forth day. About the food here? I think i dont have problem with the food here though. As long as it can keep me from hungry i guess it's fine. I havent been too many places yet. All i have done these few days were went out to eat, sleep and went over to cousins house. Oh yes! i had one shopping trip thanks god! I miss shopping so much but i have to save up for some other things too. Like food and trips to places. Fortunately, things here are much cheaper than Singapore. I could get a jean for $40 and Zara shirt for $20. It is pretty much a great deal i guess. I need to get a story book soon. I just feel like my English is getting worse. I havent been practicing and i need to get singlish out of me. I cant be using singlish to American people anymore, they havent gotten a clue of what i was saying. That was very embarrassing. >.< I have to try my best to speak a proper english. Maybe i should blog more often to keep my english improving. It would be great if there is someone can do book recommendation. So far i havent been keeping track of any book yet. I should visit border soon! Alright, till here gotta go and continue my dramas.

Loves, NK


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title: At least and at last
date: Friday, January 21, 2011
time:5:29 PM
At last I passed my US visa after went back and fore the embassy for 4 times. I just don't understand why do they have to make such a big deal for student visa. It's not like I wanted to stay there or something. After all Cambodia is still the place where I belong to!! I'm really flying off to states on the 24th. When something that is hard to get and finally I got it. It does make me feel unbelievable as well as worth it. For now, I shall say that 2011 is not that bad. At least something good happened. However I have no idea if my next chapter of life in LA gonna be a nightmare or wonderful one. It's something that I can't predict or I shall not predict first. I shall go there with a blank mind as I have no idea what LA got to offer and how thing weather and etc gonna be like. Even packing up my luggage is already a problem!! I have no idea what to bring. If only I have gotten a personal assistant for clothing that would be great! My next 11.11 wish shall be that then. Alright ttyl. Ciao.

PS- when love find u out of a sudden, it's just hard to decide.


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